My love story

A smile… She smiled at me and had my heart, she had it for good. 
She promised me something I wanted for a long time: a broken heart to fix.
I was willing to protect it, I knew I was going to mend it… And I did, I fixed her heart and made it unbreakable, I made her happy. After that, she got curious about the outside world, about other things, about other needs…
She asked me to wait for her, to let her explore the world and then come back home, next to me, where she belonged.
I was willing to lose. I wanted to wait for her. I promised her I’d give everything I had: my mind, to enchant me with her words; my soul, to get filled with hope; my body, to warm her at night; my heart, to make her feel loved and adored…
I waited, I let my dreams grow and I let that damned feeling get fed up by the hope of seeing her pretty smile again… And I saw it, but she wasn’t smiling for me. I tried to avoid the fact that she was no longer mine and asked her to stay by my side and never let go, but she couldn’t fulfil her promise.
She ordered me to stay away, to let go and never look back.
I cried out her name, in pain, I let my tears run down my face, and all she could say to me was “please, leave me alone, I don’t want to love you, ever again”.